Somebody ask me, why do you need to continue your study?...
Hmm.. someone came, someone left, and someone came, and left again..they keep asking..
Haiiyakk.. can I just taekwondo them ha?.. (Coz silat lambat la..very slow motion.. ;p)
Haiiyakkkk!.. (eksyen lebih.. ;p) |
Do I need to answer those question?..
Why la all those people suka sebok-sebok.. I kacau diorang ke?.. (hmm..pkir jap..)
Very serious thinking u know.. |
Ok, ok.. I'll answer la k..
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Firstly, it's all because of my family.. Not because diorang paksa, suruh or what so ever, but it is my willingness to continue my study, walaupun sedar diri ni dah tua.. I'm only 24 and taking degree, suppose at my age, orang dah sambung master pun kan.. Ok, tak kisah, rezeki masing-masing..
Kenapa nak sambung belajar sebab family?.. Hmm, dengan status anak yatim, since my late father past away 8 tahun lepas, I think that I need to have a good job untuk take care of my family, especially my mom.. In order to get a good job, with a good salary, one (1) way to achieve it, is dengan adanya higher education..
Secondly, it is because I think that I can do it, I can do the best for my study (even kadang-kadang nangis-nangis time study sebab stress, haha).. Actually, dulu ingat nak sambung sampai diploma je, (before diploma Uitm, saya ni cuma budak sijil from Politeknik je..but saya bangga tau.. ).. And since JPA dah tawarkan biasiswa, kenapa tak nak cuba kan.. Huhu..
Also, I'm continue my studies because of Allah, rezeki, peluang, semua dah diberi, kenapa nak sia-siakan.. Yang penting, Usaha + Tawakal..
Hmm, ada sebab-sebab lain ke?..
Ada!!
Hmm.. Sebab I want to make my family proud of me.. I'm the eldest of 3 siblings, and the eldest cucu for both nenek and atuk sebelah my mom and abah (atuk and opah sebelah abah pun dah tak de..), so saya ada kesedaran diri untuk balas jasa-jasa mereka yang dah bagi cukup makan, minum, perlindungan and kasih sayang for my family since my abah dah tak de..
And sekarang ni atuk sakit.. Exam dah nak dekat, Rabu ni will be my first paper, so hope, and InsyaAllah, memohon redha Allah and my family, I'll try my best to get a good result..
Huhu..banyaknya membebel, ni nak jawab soalan ke hapa nih?..
Arghh..badan penat, tapi kena study..
Ok la, hope for those yang selalu dok tanya-tanya tu, dah dapat la jawapannya k..
Kepala dah pening, korang-korang, Ye, korang yang tengah baca entri ni.. Doakan semoga dipermudahkan untuk jawab exam kali ni, semoga terang hati, dimurahkan rezeki..
Tq..tq...tq...tq...tq...tq... (ikhlas ni tau.. ) (n_^)
tata..
Assalamualaikum..
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